1. You're struggling with overwhelming guilt and self-blame for the car accident, reliving the traumatic event and obsessing over the "what-ifs".
2. You're experiencing a sense of disconnection from your life, feeling like a ghost existing, not living, and fearing the person you used to be is gone.
3. You're wrestling with the desire to undo the past but recognizing the impossibility, leading to a deep sense of despair and self-hatred.